| getting motivated...
i really wish i was more motivated at work. for a couple weeks i had nothing to do, so i spent time e-mailing my friends approximately 5 times a day - a pace i was rather disappointed they couldn't keep up to - seeking out new music, staying on top of entertainment news - seriously, ask me anything, except i don't do the michael jackson trial, that's weird and who am i to judge? - dreaming up story ideas, playing cheesy online word games, and researching suspicious cult-like churches and their connections.
now i actually have a lot to do, but after wasting my cubicle-bound days, it's hard to get motivated. to write a policy manual. for the government. bless those who do it and enjoy it - or don't - but i could never be a government employee. for the long term. i can handle anything for 4 months. i need a more dynamic job, which at least i know now. i need to keep busy or i do stupid things like create a xanga account. i just don't shine here.
okay, i swear i'm going to work now. write about our policy on handling the press. and drown out the lady in the next cubicle who plays soft rock radio all day long. at least they just played some o-town (blast from the past - i love you jacob!), which is a nice break from canadian idol winner ryan malcolm. i'm going to listen to my new favourite aussie: missy higgins. |
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